I havent update for such a long time. and i don't think i shld be blamed anyway. I just thought i'll update today cause im feeling very stressed right now.
Chemistry Practical was suprisingly easy. Compared to bio. And i've got the anions correct. Although i am convinced that my mole calculation is beyond salvation. But the rest was alriight. I am soo glad that there was no usage of Bunsen Burner. Testing for gas. Or maybe there is a need to test for gas, just that i am too oblivious to know.
Anyway, i am kind of stressed up in this house. Stress not just due to studying but constant gossiping full with malice. Hish. Never thought she was that bad anyway. Here what is revenge anyway. Why is there a need to hold grudges and constantly bad mouthing people? And they're adults. Should set good examples. And I swear sooner or later im am going to explode.
When she tried to bring someone down, someone i know, why can't she just do it in the privacy of her room. What makes her think, i am unaffected by what she say. My respect for her in some sense is lost. And once its lost, it lost forever. But then again, justice is balance. Maybe one day she'll realised the negative thing about all this.
Now i am going to unattached myself from all this nonsense. From all the lies, deceits, hyprocitical world of the adults. Their acting astound me sometimes. And i pray to God to please save me from such a sinful life in the future. Because right now, i never understand their world and i do not wish to understand them now or later. Past present or future.
i made a move at 6:05 PM
illuminator
Aidah Burne
I'm staying here until you make me move