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AidahBurne

Friday, February 09, 2007


I am in an extreme state of confusion and shocked and disappointed yet thankful.
Now, am i making any sort of sense to anyone out there?

The first think that crossed my mind upon waking up was
"ahh damn freaking hell. Friday. Results!"

So then met up with shah at 12.15. then met up with the rest of the group. Ohh everyone looks different.
tame or wild? haha. went to McDonalds.

my double cheeseburger didnt taste like double cheeseburger at ALL. nerves is intefering with my taste bud.
i think i just did a record for myself, never before have i taken more that 10 minutes to finish consuming a double cheeseburger.

sitting at the hall was pure hell? i felt like going to the toilet and vomitting. it wasn't a nice sensation, trust me.
listening to Mr Neo's speech. it was like he was trying to promote ITE.
and we all felt squirmish, who wouldn't be, right? Here you are a bundle of nerves and there is your principal merrily talking about ite being a college and tertiary education.

ok so after all the formal JAE and top student, was the results.
i died 12 death before it was my turn. lucky number 13? or not so lucky? believe what you may.

mr hafiz asked me how i think i did. a question for which i was rendered speechless without an answer.
ish ish ish. upon receiving my results, i stand still in the middle of the hall, took a minute to recover, went over to shah, told her just one subject result for which im sure she wasn't listening, then went to my grandmother and hug and cry helplessly on her. tut tut tut. tear stained dress.

gave the results slip to my mum only be handed back to me cause she havent got a clue what the result slip was saying.
ader juga macam gini. and she was disappointed that my JC results won't grant me entrance to Meridian. however, she was happy to know some classified information.
So she resigned to fate that her eldest daughter is going to poly. Alhamdullilah, no need for me to have a shouting match over where i want to go.

and i think im getting preety sick of explaining to my family members what L1R4 and R5 stands for.
and im preety confuse over the courses that i am supposed to choose. 12 is a lot. i have 6 days to mull things over and make a decision that i won't regret for a lifetime.

i hate life changing decisions.

oh, hall was pure chaotic just now. Complete mayhem, according to ain. from orderly lines, to extreme disorganisation.

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so after the results hang around the school talking to teachers. Where is my cikgu Che Tom? We missed her loads, man.
oh and mr sharil wasn't there. saddening to learn that he was on course.

so then, went to mac and indulge ourselves on ice chocolate.

oh btw, thanks Haider for the chocolate. haha, you said don't share, right? ain and shah wanted one, but not fated to eat it seems, chocolate melt. Aku sorang jer boleh makan, nanti lepas tu aku exercise, yeah?

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there was birds on the loose in the bus.

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NSUAIDAH

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