AidahBurne
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
Dependence can look a lot like love, in a certain light. I guess it's true in a certain sense. So that brings us to another enigma. We are dependent on our parents, so is that dependency what we call love? I'm sure we all seldom says, 'I love you, mum. I love you, Dad'. But if ever, something happens to them, bad or worse, we worry for them. So is that love or are we just plain worried that our source of survival/dependency is questioned? I know, you don't have to tell me. This girl doesn't know how to look at the bright side of life. That, this girl questions everything she comes into contact with. Maybe because, we all are in a certain sense looking for some answers. But as i've said before, life is an arcane landscape, so complex we might lose ourselves trying to excavate the answers. Sometimes, questions are much more powerful than answers. :::::::::::::::::::: I saw another side of my father i never knew. Haha. Now i know where my temper came from. I've always thought it came from my grandfather but i guess i was wrong. It came from my mother, father and grandfather. So when it all comes together, it became me, a walking time bomb. No, actually Insyirah is worse. If i am a time bomb, she's a weapon of mass destruction, a nuclear warhead. Haha. The good thing about my father is, as angry as he is, he still manage to control his anger and listen to sense. For example, he so very nearly scream vulgarities (exxggerating) at this old apek who looks bloody sardine in a can, and my mum was like trying to calm him down. didn't take much effort so he still has his sense when he is angry. Unlike me, i am so sorry to say, my anger has no turning back. Anyway, this driver, this apek ke-sardinan, seems a bit retarded. It is a very difficultsituation to explain but, my father remembered his plate number. Ah i could write it here, but i shall spare some thought. If cucu apek sardine nie bace blog aku and told him, he would most definitely die of a cardiac arrest. Haha, the arteries suddenly constrict. Next come the question, since when have i ever been considerate? Oh, did i mention, yesterday was hilarious, i was trying to help syimir with his project and izzul was irritating the hell out of me. So out of a sudden i scream 'Fuck you'. and i was so stunned. the sound of syimir's hilarious laughter seems to shock me out of my stupor. and, a man stole my father's place by parking his van when he clearly could see my father reversing. and my dad wind down his window and shouted 'STUPID'. of course syimir and me, were helplessly laughing our ass off. and a passerby was so shocked she actually stop dead in her track and look at us. she thought the stupid was directed at her. haha. ::::::::::::::::::::: Aidah Burn. i made a move at 10:38 PM
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