Honestly, what will become of me.
Don't like reality, its wayy too clear to me.

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I love playing the game of 'Twenty Questions'!
Only, i think i shall rename it The Game of Hundred Questions.

So, other than playing that game, i also wrote another essay.
Im not gonna post the whole damn essay here cause i think its too emo.
and emo is not me.

Oh dang, i wanted to post an excerpt of it, reading back, i think not.
More likely than not, baidura will go "What have you done to Nur Su'aidah Bte Md. Abu Bakar? Give me back my friend!".

She screamed that at me yesterday. I will not have a repeat performance. No, thank you.

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The reason why she was shouting that at me was because i gave her a link on the topic
"How Love Works"

Dear friend, would you rather i read "how to make a bomb' or 'how love works'?
afterall, you are one of the people who keeps telling me "aidah, true love does exist"

But but but, after reading that article, i have come to the conclusion that love exist so we can procreate.
*frowns* and, that love is a chemical process. Haha. Imagine without all those chemicals in our body we'll feel nothing.
The sad tragic truth.

Ohh, and studies from the various scientist who are trying to understand love, it says that looking into each other eyes helps you feel some kind of connection and attraction which will ultimately helps you falling in love.

Baidura, lets try this okayy? See if we suddenly become lesbian.

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Okayy, im being childish for the whole paragraph above.
Do you know that not all psychopaths are violent?
Some are merely manipulative.

and SOMEONE, actually agrees full of conviction and all seriousness that i might be one.
tell me dear friend, have i ever manipulate you? Lied to you? Hmmm.

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But really life is daily.

Missed everything daydreaming.

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Aidah