How can they do this to me?! Why, oh why, in this bloodyfucking world would they do this to me?!! *screams*
Oh fate. Oh fate and heavens above, why are you so cruel? What wrong have i ever done?
No leave me. Can i please now, drown in my sorrow and die in my despair?
Just give me a damn freaking knife and pierce the brain, why wouldn't you? That'll be much more humane.
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*screams even louder*
and i've never swear infront of Dian or in her presence before. guess, i've broken the record.
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still can't get over the fact that fate played me out. no, scratch that, SHE played me out. ofallthingsunholy that she could do! i assume its her fault.
wait aidah, you don't even know if she's behind all these. - the alter ego i dont bloody care if she do this or not! just because i don't pay attention in her class doesn't mean she can do this! whatever you say, aidah. whatever you say. -the alter ego.
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the alter ego's name is *******. and she's having an internal debate with me. my inner voice. tsk.
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[.nsuaidah.] the beauty of grace is that says (10:42 PM): im so stressed and fucked up im spilling my anger at my blog.
and the two paralegals actually encourage me to continue with this unholy deed of mine.
pureholymothertheresa dian, you encourage me doing something bad.. you're not Mother Theresa!
sorry, but aidah sedang merepek kerana dia berada dalam situasi yang tidak diingini. ::::::::::::::::::