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AidahBurne

Friday, December 07, 2007


So sacrifice yourself,
and let me have what's left.

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at about 10.30 am this morning,
i wish the ground would just open up and swallow me.

ohmygod, i buried my head in madeline's arms and whispered,
"i want to die!"

it's bloody embarassing to have the whole LT, the whole law cohort to laugh at you. tsk tsk. mr j just had to bring that point up.
aiyoh!

now, i'm depressed. i remember what he actually said.

"the part where i think everyone did remarkably well was summarising and paraphrasing. except one group who started with 'so, you're depressed' "

i swear to God, i laugh like there's no tmr.
and, to make matters worst, everyone turned to look at me.
maluness.

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so the day continued.
went ilaw after micro to study.
with a lot of junk food that is.

got trespass covered.
after which, i wanted to take a 10 minutes break.
in the end, it became a one hour break.

sat down with sham, dian, chay ann and vinodh talking.
relationship, religion, a certain classmate and can't remember what more.

apparently, i was supposed to be the therapist lahh, to help vinodh, but, Dian, the sesame paste, laughed at me. and chay ann, still haven't had enough of client interview and demands that we treat Vinodh as our client.

and so we talked.
aidah; "so, we came back to the core issue. what is love?!"
chay ann; "what type of love?"
aidah; "man and woman, duh"
chay ann; "brother and sister?"
aidah; "oh never mind! let me explain to you the intepretation of love.."
sham; "from the aidah constitution?"
aidah; "yes! article 1 states that.."
sham; "your constitution only have one article right?"

and on religion.
aidah; "not that i'm against my own religion but i think islamic law is so harsh and drastic."
sesame paste begins the debate here till when the issue became too sensitive as it involves the various religion that exist.

the talk was fun.
damn cool.

the fact that you're square dian...

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continued with the good deed of studying afterwards.
and got my Arnold's dinner when i got home.

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i still hate this nose of mine.
cause, it has decided not to function properly at the most inappropriate and ridiculous of time. stupidblocknose.

and, my eyes.
yes the eyes. it hurts and pricks to open them.
it felt as though my eyes is on fire. i'm not joking.

and, the heart.
yes the heart.
i can't breathe. and sudden stabbing chest pain is not funny either.

and the body.
it's oh so tired.

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although i felt like asking you to fucking bugger off just now and just leave me be. i've decided that being respectful is of much more grave importance.

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You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.

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the fact that i have hole in the heart, doesn't mean much in the song.
what the hell are you talking about, idiot?

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facebook says;
Time is the best teacher. Unfortunately, it kills all its students.

i made a move at 9:30 PM

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