Wednesday, December 19, 2007
The universe conspired To meld our lives ::::::::::::::::
You know, i always believe that the past should be left behind. it shouldn't in anyway tie you down or hinder your future. like i've told them yesterday, 'i don't know what i regret. i try not to regret what i do.'
on the other hand, you shouldn't actually totally ignore your past till you forget them. there are some major glitches in my past, and sometimes, i try so hard to forget them. but then, whenever i think back about it, i can't help but laugh out loud. and i'll even go, 'God, was i that bad when i was 13?!', or 'i didn't know i was THAT mischievous.' i know what it's like to be 13. it's when rebellion sets in. no wonder, i gave my mum one hell of a headache. but, i wasn't that bad honestly. i never smoke, i never do drugs, i don't do gangs. i just hang out alot at Ifah's house, playing Sims, or pranking godknowswho. -_-'
but i'm digressing. yes, so anyway, i was sitting down today. thinking. i tend to wonder alot. one could really tell a lot from someone else's past. right? take this for instance, if you know someone used to masturbate with someone else's underwear, then it could be a sex pervert in the making. or he/she really IS a sex pervert. haaaa. (whatt?! yes, your reaction mirrored mine.) and, i know i'm disgusting. pfft.
but, one shouldn't judge someone else based on their past. i believe im beginning to morph into some nutcase philosopher. but hey, i used to want to be a philosopher. oh come on now, don't look at me all silly!
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oh i had one hell of a weird dream yesterday. i dreamt i pick up smoking. and, it felt oh so real.
anyways, Selamat Hari Raya Haji.
::::::::::::: some random facts regarding one, Nur Su'aidah Burn.
- i went to the toilet 7 times in less than one hour. - i am preety much dishevelled since i've been infront of the fire ever since afternoon. - the grandmother prefers the ketupats to be cooked the traditional way, meaning using charcoal. - my white shirt is stained black with charcoal, since i had the honour of making sure the fire burnt just right. - i ate paru (lungs, yes i know it sound disgusting) for the first time since i was born. - my grandmother wishes to teach me the art of cooking to prepare me for the marriage life. - i cleverly told her to just compile her recipes into a book so it'll be easier for me in the future.
:::::::::::::::: i honestly believe, i am the world's greatest idiot in this post.
i made a move at 9:14 PM
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