AidahBurne
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Because I think I’m in so much trouble that it sort of rocks my balance in life. (I would like to interject here and make a point; I’m not making sense) Because I think I’m in so much trouble, I had to stopped and reflect. Because I think I’m in so much trouble, I began to shake in fear. (Again, I would like to interject and say that I’m not taking a stab at poetry, cause I just sucks.) And because I think I’m in so much trouble, I wish I could turn back time and sort it out. But because I don’t believe in relieving the past, then I’m stuck here wondering how to better my future. Life is crap, like that. I’m in trouble on so many different levels. Academically, financially, socially, spiritually, emotionally and me being me (if you get my drift) Fuck Aidah, get your fucking retarded head where it once was right! Now before things get emotional like that, I’ve got to bloody stop this. But given the circumstances, I am emotionally deranged. Therefore, I’m afraid, I won’t be able to stop being so retardedly emo. It takes just one small incident for you to open up your eyes. Where did I place God all these while? Tsk tsk. Spiritually unhinged, I see. Ha-ha, I was just about to suggest to myself that I should visit the mosque often. Nightmare, nightmare, nightmare But, I need my aura in balance again. So that i could function normally. but then again kann, haven't i been functioning normally all these 17/18 years of life? Because I failed to see the logic, I lack the motivation. Now, on to a topic that has no relation to whatever I’m feeling, I’ve got my Chicken Kebab. Food has always been aidah’s bestfriend. with no emotion. ::::::::::::: maybe that's why i always made my way home with a heavy heart. Ha-ha. i made a move at 8:21 PM
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