AidahBurne
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
Who are we in this complicated world? ::::::::::::::::: Ohs! I have sudden craving for ikan pari bakar. tsk! today, marks the first time in god knows how many weeks that i ate a home cooked meal. infact, today is the first time in a period of 2 weeks that i consume rice. it doesn't change the fact that by some unfortunate miracle, i only ate 1 meal per day ever since school started on Oct 22. get a life, aidah. it also did not change the fact that once something's gone, you can never go home again. I need to find the place i once called home! note, i haven't been saying much about the family in this blog anymore. well, that's cause im so detached that i haven't had a clue about the going ons in unit #02-262. patheticness. a good example. i don't actually know if we own a car anymore. i didn't know syimir had tuition until last week and i don't know when it is and where it is. i didn't know that izzul was supposed to enter school this year. i didnt know that the grandfather had been talking about me. and yes, i don't know about what. i dont know a lot of things. this is what happens when aidah stops caring. ::::::::::::::: You know, if you lose someone you love, like a lover who died, for example. Naturally, you try to move on right? Get on with your life. and as life goes on, there'll be new people. new guys. but nothing can replace him. yes? it's the same thing! try as i might to find something to replace the number one hot love of mine, nothing could. tell me, how can anything replace CHOCOLATE?! vanilla come close but not a perfect substitute but since, i'm on that policy, i shall settle for vanilla. Sham, can you break it? Please? :::::::::::::: Siddiqi says, my punches are getting better! =) coolness. ehhs, we go sparring more ahhs?! haha. :::::::::::::::: i showed them the henna that i did yesterday. sham and dian suggested that instead of a smiley face, i should write "intellectually impaired". which i actually am. don't make me do it, ehh. you'll die of laughter. minutes of the meeting was, i supposed alright. mr ferlin says to put your name as header on EVERY page. being the gedumbak that i am, it only appeared on the first page. cause i realised that my table was in the way and i have no idea how to make space for the header. yes yes, intellectually impaired person talking. so i spend 15 minutes trying to work things out before i gave up. i stupidly did not press 'view'. tsk! i admit, i did not actually learn anything in CSA. now, if only i had pay attention. ::::::::::::::: i've watched Kite Runner! awesomeness, im telling you. i did not cry. =) maybe cause i already knew what was going to happen. i already mentally prepared myself for all the emotional scenes. or maybe, i'm just emotionally detached. ::::::::::::::::: now back to the topic of school. it was sort of enlightening. it somehow amazes me that shamini did not know who is 'crow'. ZL, this would be the time you go 'ohmygod, sham!'. and that dian doesn't know about her. not eyesore, no. what is wrong with you guys? neveryoumindpeople. i'm here for a reason. :::::::::::::: night, burne. i made a move at 10:14 PM
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