AidahBurne
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Monday, April 14, 2008
Please don't drift away. i'm mighty sick of this. everything. so anyywayy, it has been another bloody monday. i'm so close to losing the use of my mental faculty. everyone's off to school and i still have a week more to go. i want to write something here. but, but, but, i just can't. you know? it's like you write what you want here hoping that the person would read it, but at the same time, you just want to avoid all the questions thrown at you later on. KAN! i said life's merepek like that. please don't drift away. ::::::::::::::::: Okayy, i officially am sick of entertaining 'izzul. wahlioooehhs! i don't want children! they're fucking nonsensical. to think i was once a kid. was once nonsensical. its mindblowing. Farz is gonna make me a Godmother to her children. with fees right? i mean there's no way i'm going to be a godmother for free even if its an honour. insignifcant as i said you were. and your will, half of it to me right? for your kids expenses. i think like 1 million enough lah. that's about it ahh. godchildren can already. i don't want kids. ::::::::::::::::::: i've deleted over 400 plus post since the year 2004. i cannot stand my stupidity lehhs. my english was horrible. who the hell goes around spelling what the as whaddha? ME LAH when i was 14. you call this not stupid meh? very embarassed with myself. seriously. so now, my post from 600 plus its down to 290 something. ::::::::::::::::: i'm sick. this one literally speaking. i think i think too much until my head's about ready to explode. actually, i'm pretty much scared of my thoughts. they tend to wander very far don't know how to get back to the jalan yang benar, you know. all sort of nonsensical, ridiculous thoughts. very scary lehhs. until i have nightmares & can't sleep at night. why do you think i'm online at 2 am in the morning playing idiotic games at notdoppler or playing xbox at 3 in the morning. and when i do fucking fall asleep at 3 am i'll wake up 4 hours later. i think the body's getting ready for school. ya lah so much for it getting readyy. now that the body clock is out of whack, the virus attack me left right centre upside down. flu lah, cough lah, headache lah, stomach ache lah. you think what my body pit stop for you virus and bacteria is it? find someplace else can or not? okayyy, i ramble until tomorrow also there's no end. remember, please don't drift away. i made a move at 4:21 PM
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Aidah Burne I'm staying here until you make me move |
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