sometimes i get angry with the world for senseless reasons like this;
other than the wonderful fact that my other thumbdrive was infected with virus and everything was wipe out like the Myanmar cyclone (or whatever) the current thumbdrive now HAD to do this to me. what the fuck you want me to 'open with' when all i want to see is my goddamn folders?!
please God, help me lehhs! i got a lot of things on my mind already, you know. i know you know. we call you GOD for a reason. i worship you for a reason. please can you please, make everything mighty fine? how can you make one tiny being like me feel so happy, so confused, so angry, so scared all at once?
who am i supposed to tell all this to? 'if i talk to God, i don't know if He's listening. When i speak out loud, i don't know if He's home. i'm talking to myself; cause no else is listening.'
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yaryar so anyway, this is when my happy mood sets in cause i had a sudden flashback of family law tutorial and me storytelling to they all they all about my stupidity in family law class.
i recall me waving and lpb thought it was her i was waving at. -_- i recall my grpmates calling her "emily emily! we got a client talk question" i recall loads of stuffs.
ilaw duty today was erhh okayys. i swear i feel like murdering this retarded Emily Tan who doesn't know how to fucking get married properly. ass. that's it before i get married i will make sure my fiance is not suffering from erectile dysfunction or whatnots!
i self taught myself to read tabs and play guitar during ilaw duty in between breaks from finding cases. of course, Justin helped me along also. and and, i played mary had a little lamb. HAHA. and the intro for 23. i feel proud.
but, i feel screwed for family law. it HAS to be THIS retarded subject you know.
i made a move at 11:09 PM
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Aidah Burne
I'm staying here until you make me move