Thursday, June 19, 2008
so here it has come to stay
Personally, i think God has issues with me. What the hell did i ever do? other than the occasional this & that & those & these.
personally, i feel like slapping the doctor (ignore that fact that he's cute & nice) "actually, you have to wear it for 2 months but i'm giving you discount. 3 more weeks *insert him smiling good naturally to me and me giving this -_- to him*"
he thinks what! market is it! kanina chibai. "i really want you to heal well. if i take out the cast now, your bone will move out of its place" WAHHHH!! i feel so much better. like yes. *roll eyes*
so much for him saying "good good your bone is healing well" the moment i step inside the room. tell me that for what! for what, you all tell me now?! kononnya, the silver lining in the dark gloomy gray cloud ehhs?
personally, the doctor is a nice person. very cheerful and happy go lucky. and cute yes. BUT because he gives me nothing but bad news all this time i had to see his face, i dont really fancy him much. i will love him if he saw off my cast.
oh, he tried cheering me up with "you friends have more time to colour your cast. after 3 weeks, you come back i'll see a colourful cast" *insert his insane smile again*
I DONT WANT A COLOURFUL CAST! all i want is to see my dark leg. my brown (or black) leg. just be thankful i never say dark sexy leg ehh! (HAHA!)
oh the best part or the worst. depends on how you see it. i get another 22 days MC. kanasai. i think i'll just go submit my name to general office now asking them to save a place for me in 4.1 brilliant right. i got 8 weeks MC in total. fuck.
if i have to stay back 4.1 i'll sue TP. yes! Occupier's liability lehh. they have duty to maintain proper care blah blah blah. i forgot my tort already. then they cannot use contributory negligence ehh. i swear to God (who i really think has issues with me) that i was paying attention to where i was going!
what else i want to rant about? ohh yar. i think wallowing in self pity has become like a second nature to me. i cry and cry and cry (cause you nuts, i really am sad that i'm handicapped for another 3 weeks). and when ferhan raised his voice asking me to stop crying i cry harder. his attempt at "come lah, you think about Don Flack and how hot he is. and how you have such a big crush on him" doesn't seem to work.
then i read other people's blog who has broken their leg. cause they know how it sucks right so they set up a blog to help people like me. "its the first two weeks that sucks the most. you get depressed, cranky and irritated" TRUE WHAT! i foresee nothing but darkness for the next 3 weeks. 3 weeks okay, feel like 3 years ah.
how to tell you all how it feels ahh? its like you shave your armpit hair right, then it grows back again the next day. all 2 3 cm of it. (just pretend it grows that long lah okay!) then you shave then it grows within 24 hours. FRUSTRATED right? ahh i feel like that ahh.(what the hell aidah?! your analogy fucking nonsense sia!)
oh yeah, my grandmother bought me a new pair of crutches wahh chey, like get new watch or what ehhs? so now i have two pairs. so, anyone wants to buy the old one? i sell you all cheap cheap one only. like 18 bucks okay. that's half price CGH is selling. then, you use it to go school and escape consultation with lpb. said you got leg problem. (ohh, my fam law class dont like consultation with lpb much. i realised that like yesterday)
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by now you should all know that when im depressed, after the initial cry a river is over. the moment i open my mouth (or in this case typing) i cant seem to stop.
hurry up ah 3 weeks! fuck lah, contract law test how?! oh HAHA. i got MC to cover. yes, idiot.
ehh don't want ah. i dont' want to stay back 4.1 just to take contract law sia. or family law (eeeww fuck no) or another cds (goddamnit no) or worst, MBS. i think i will run away and live like mas selamat. the runaway. wahh steady ah beb.
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ehh sudah lah. BYE LAH!
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itunes; tonight i wanna cry -keith urban
i made a move at 7:44 PM
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