AidahBurne
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
story of the past & present 'i like to hear stories about people's past, but somehow, i don't like to tell them about mine.' i said. and ferhan went 'sod betul!' i know its a bit horrible terrible vegetable lah right to be at a point of almost being selfish. knowing people's past is like opening a window to their soul. you get to know them a little bit everytime. somehow, i can't bring myself to tell them about anything that has got to do with me and my past. its scary. you know? its like handing a weapon on a silver platter. or maybe, people just dont ask and insist enough. which is a good thing. you know i've got this like damn amazing plan. but i'm like damn stuck. i need help help help. think aidah think! i know you're not very creative and artistic but this is simple! think think think! goddamnit, stop thinking about school and let your mind venture! who was it that find me talking about myself in a third person perspective irritating? was it ferhan? or somebody else? aidah can't seem to remember who said that about aidah but aidah realised that it is bloody fucking irritating. GOD! 'you like to disturb indian men right? that's why now you got indian boyfriend!' altogether now! HAHAHAHHA. the irony never hit me that bad until yesterday. i'm supposed to go school tomorrow with my crutches. cause my grandmother is worried sick about me until she nearly teared. cause i told her my ezlink has a -84 cents and ive got 25 cents cash left and therefore i've got to walk home from the interchange. and she insisted that i was stupid dumb idiotic moronic bimbotic a bloody ningkompoop (whatever the damn spelling is supposed to be) who should have taken the taxi with her leg in a condition like this and let her pay when i reached my house but noo, i had to be *repeat the stupid to ningkompoop phrase* to actually walk home for a duration of one and half hour when it should have only taken me 45 minutes if i hadn't had to limp. I AM PROUD OF MY ABILITY TO WRITE W/O HAVING A FULLSTOP! i'm starting to sound like those old english judges who dont know simple english is actually acceptable! okay now, whatever am i babbling? i havent actually do accounts tutorial. chibai, i dont do tutorial the teacher confirm will check, i do she dont want to check. goddamnit. pffft! i made a move at 10:52 PM
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Aidah Burne I'm staying here until you make me move |
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