Wednesday, August 06, 2008
i thought i knew pain...
Nas and i went on an unplanned shopping theraphy just now. according to him, he would never again go shopping with me cause, im the reason he's broke. Haaaa.
i'm emotionally exhausted today. seriously. so many things happen that i nvr thought would happen when i woke up in the morning just now. its just awesome like that.
okay, so basically the most recent one would be when me and ferhan were walking home and we saw a figure by the canal. and she was in pain, clutching her stomach and asking for help.
so, we went over lah. and kesian, know. she was in so much pain she cant even talk. we asked her for her name and what happened then ferhan called the ambulance. i saw her phone right on the ground so i picked up and wanted to call her house. "ehh. how do you unlock a nokia phone?!" i said to one in particular.
then so like i tried to help her as best as i could. and you all know how sucky i am when it comes to all these. i talked to her, lend her my hand for her to squeeze, tried to get her mind of the pain and stuff.
then her parents came. and the ambulance. the ambulance a bit nabei lah right. can take a stroll down the park know. if she was in labour she would have fucking given birth already lah.
i hope she's alright and everything ah. she was in serious pain. if i were her i'd jump down the canal, drown and got rid of the pain for life. fuck, i know my faith is something to be reckon with. dearest God, please help this creation of yours, who is in seriousss need of help.
i hope her mother's blessing to me work. so God would help me. =)) i should have taken her phone number down.
oh, i wanted to post pictures along with this post. but (1) im too lazy to get up from where i am and take my phone cable (2) so i tried using bluetooth but my phone cannot detect my laptop's bluetooth.
oh, ilaw is seriously knncb at night, you know or not? wah lau. spare me lah spare me, you poof! im so thankful for my friends. they awesomely rock my socks and entertain me whenever i fucking freak out.
p.s; you know when i cried a river cracking my leg, picture the girl only 3 times worst.
'so which world are you living in?' 'i'm like a medium. neither here not there. i dont communicate with them, don't wish to. they dont get into my being to pass messages to the mortals. i'm just there.'
fucking nonsense conversation, know. funny, but nonsense.
i made a move at 11:16 PM
illuminator
Aidah Burne
I'm staying here until you make me move