my mother came home & with a shrill voice, she called my name. she herded me out to the large dining table & sitting amongst the many foods was a large red box. 'your birthday cake..' she said with a smile. i threw her a side glance, move towards it and stood infront of the box making no move to open it or take a peek whatsoever. i turned on my heels and marched back to my room to continue with my merry existence reading Mercy.

i sat by the swing outside my house when three dark figures appeared. "EHH! what you all doing here?! you lied to me!". there stood Nas, Sham & Justin. I remembered one of them thrusting a bag from Precious Thots in my direction. Opening it later on inside the house, i discovered that they've given me a card with an old man with wrinkly ass & a mug that says 'I love my attitude problem' which was gift wrapped in a wrapping paper adorned with little pigs. Thank You =))

Dian came in the nick of time when my mother insisted i cut the cake. & that was the first time i lay eyes on it. not bad. thank you, Mama. while waiting for ferhan to arrive, we went to loyang point & slacked at mac for a while. don't worry i did not slack at mac with baju kurung, i changed.

i have never much liked birthdays & celebrations. this afternoon was cool, however.

i know Mama meant well even if she knows i have never liked this sort of things, thank you.

& thanks to sham, nas, justin & dian for being there =)). i quite enjoy myself seeing as how i havent met them for quite some time (not taking into account dian's open house where i met them!) & ferhan even if he did came late & miss the whole thing (which nobody including me knows in the first place)

it does seems quite oddly ridiculous to mark something quite as fluid as time.

i have two days before i turn 18. i may not like birthdays, but im quite excited to turn 18.

=)) i think this has been a very long entry although i can pretty much continue to type more, its best that i end here.