today is a useless, totally wasted day.
i had pizzas, watch tv, surf the net, transfer & upload photos.
i had to create two albums at Facebook just for Raya cause i exceeded number of photos allowed.

but yesterday was good. =))
we went out for raya. not many houses cause mama came home late & certainly took her time dressing up. not many people who we wanted to visit were home cause they all planned to visit my house at night. which resulted in us coming home early round 8. we covered round 4 houses, i think. the first being Ferhan's & the last being Wak Nong's.

i'm pretty much tired of going around for Raya.
even if it is kind of fun, you know. i'd probably be dying to go out for Raya this coming week cause most likely i'll be at home rotting by default.

moving on to a new topic not raya related, i used to think the arrangement & what we wanted was perfect. but you know what they say, perfection can sometimes be perfect hell. so far, the hell haven't yet come to play but the perfection is chipping away, eroding. its pretty complicated, basically & this of course leads to all sorts of feelings which makes it veryy complicated. its a vicious cycle, i must admit. i will not let what i build lay to waste. if not, linkin park might as well have been composing a song for me.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=41279&id=724228154&ref=mf
with this link, you'll be able to see the raya photos uploaded. =)) if you want to.
goodnight.