cause at the end of the day, your family is all you've got left...

today was good.
ferhan called to wake me up for an 11am lecture. i blissfully went back to sleep & was only awake at 10.30. so much for wanting to go lecture.

went to ehub for fish & co with shaun, sham, hend & ferhan.
the conversation topic was pretty intense. from our small little problems, to Saddam Hussein's execution & whatnot's.

& the caption may say your family is all you've got left, but i still love my friends, ehh!
i really want to watch body of lies. & Nick & Norah's infinite play list!
come, ask me out. especially you.

currently, im reading this book called 'America Views the Holocaust'.
its pretty good. it talks about the treatment of jews during nazi germany.
prior to the war & during the war itself.

i want my subway cookies.
... ... ... (i've resorted to the 3 stupid dots, cause that's how exasperated i am!)

there are like certain issues lingering on my mind now.
i want to be able to say it here. or livejournal. but thinking again, is it all worth it? in the space of 10 seconds of some haste decision, ugly stuffs could happen. what if, i'll regret it? what if the parties involve decides to wage world war III against me. cause seriously, i have better things to do then deal with people's unstable emotions. & idiotic brutality.

cause if i really write down my thoughts here, on a webspace, i'll be indulging (or possibly starting) in some totally uncool, highly immature and absolutely juvenile games that only 16 years old would do.

so, i would just lead my merry life, the uncomplicated one & deal with whatever nonsense people throw in my direction by just pretending that said nonsense is actually nonexistant. if a defence counsel favourite mantra is 'deny deny deny', mine would be 'ignore ignore ignore'.

thank you very much.
i am done ranting for the day.