Friday, November 21, 2008
no matter what i'm told..
words said in anger will turn out to be destructive. mine would if it hadn't been for the fact that the person on the receiving end has a patience of a saint. & for that i'm grateful. (& in turn i realise baidura has the same amount of patience)
i feel bad. mygod, the things you do when you're angry. like what baidura says, 'when you're angry aidah, what you say hurts alot.' i sort of realised that at the end of the day, words are the only weapon i have & i use it as a form of revenge. i'm sorry. heyy baidura, i never realised it much, i'm sorry for all the times i turned into a nutcase.
i actually changed my facebook status relationship from 'being in a relationship' to 'no longer listed in a relationship'. *slaps forehead!*
thanks sham for listening to me while i cry. to hend, for calling me & smsing to check if i'm okay. to nas too, for asking me to tell him why i'm pissed off. & baidura, for demanding me to come your house to chill. (see! like win oscar right!)
& milo (if you ever read this), i'm glad you have the amount of patience i only thought my father possessed. had it been any other guy, i guess, they wouldnt care less. i bet i bet i bet on it. you rock!
no matter what im told, im left out feeling cold
i made a move at 10:14 PM
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Aidah Burne
I'm staying here until you make me move