Sunday, February 22, 2009
help me help me with ob
okay, in serious need of HELPPP!! ive got less than 13 hours & i cannot seem to memorise any OB stuffs.
the things just stay in my brain for like less than 5 minutes before it decides to diffuse out to the air space around me. now, what is a girl supposed to do!! & im hungry. i dont do well when im hungry.
my holidays are gonna be so dead. yeahh. it will. i ask ferhan to give me a list of things i should do during the holiday & the number one on the list is, 'you should learn how to cook!'. HAHA. i will go sign up for cooking class at CC... ... NOT!
& my awesome idea doesnt turn out to be so awesome anymore. cause, i dont have a working printer at home. wahh kanasai.
my mother asked me just now what happens after diploma. & i like my veryy vague answer. this kind of question sends me over the edge. seriously!
okay, number one on my list of to do things. sort out my life.
&& the topic on Berita Minggu's front page today is veryy intense! once in a while i want to read paper sekali the topic amat mengejutkan. its about how a child as young as 11 knows what sex is (cause she saw her parents doing it at their bedroom then the parents MAHA weird dont know how to lock the door!! what nonsense) & about teen dad.
im veryy surprised how come my mother havent come to me and talk to me about it. she will read things in the paper like, 'girl 20, set up her own business', or 'girl 17 send out guys to rape her enemy' & she will start talking to me about it. you want to set up business or not, ain? you don't make enemy with budak budak bawah block tau.
that is my mother for you. we entered into this very intense debate about who to blame for the Gaza War. she thinks all israelis are at fault -.-
but, today's front page news ahh. tsktsk. i agree with what the teens say la right, sexual education at school is crap!! you say the sperm meet the egg, you never say how!! & you should know teens are curious by nature. everything also must try. sex drug alchohol.
then again, getting pregnant & having to be a parent at the age of 19 is also crap. you have sex once, you suffer for a lifetime. then everytime you look at the child you get reminded of the black stain in your history.
we now must implement the advice of 40-year-old-virgin. dont have intercourse, just have outercourse. you can do the masturbate thing, the dry humping & whatnots whatnots. same same but different whatt.
our culture sayy premarital sex not allowed. but culture is a hassle. culture dont understand raging hormones, do they. but that doesnt mean you go around sleeping with any tom dick harry mary susan jane also. Don't have sex, just have the alternative. you dont get pregnant, you satisfied your hormones for a bit.
patience. patience. the one you're having sex with now, may not end up being your spouse. walk the fine line between love & sex
i made a move at 8:06 PM
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