im disturbed, stay away

you all want to hazard a guess who in hades bought me THAT badge or not?!
i asked my friends and they all say, 'FERHAN!'
but no, not that beloved guy.
i tell you later.
right now, im still trying to nurse an aching heart.

now, what you just saw was THREE sets of Companies Act.
416 pages each. & i feel far from studious when i carried it around.
like a murderer more like. i'm sorry, trees! i really am!
LAW MADE ME LIKE THIS LA!
YOU GO ASK THIS LEGISLATURE WHY THEY MAKE LAWS UNTIL SO THICK LIKE THAT! (harry potter & the goblet of fire also lose hands down)
then when i get home, i was looking around for my accounts materials to study.
& guess what i found snuggled cozily between papers and more papers?
FERHAN'S COMPANIES ACT!
wahhlauu! fucking heart pain when i saw his copy.
i remembered asking him if he has a copy two days ago.
& he search high & low at his place. & where is it?
hiding in some remote corner in my place!
to make matters worst, his is veryy organised until cannot organised anymore la.
& wayy much thinner. cause he got brains and only printed the ones he thinks he need.
(risk-taker!) i should also mention, he compiled his nicely in a blue file with dividers.
(i'm very proud of you for being organised. =)) once in a lifetime)
he will laugh if i tell him this sad life story.
i feel stupid. period.
& baidura!!
she called me saying she paralysed on her left side.
heart attack! tolong pergi doktor. even if you're okay now.
even nenek worried about you, you know. ask me to call you all.
i just told ferhan & in his most sarcastic tone he said, "i always knew you were that intelligent! & how many trees you killed already? WAHLAU. that's like one rim of paper!" like i haven't feel guilty enough.
you can keep guessing who bought that badge.
=))
there's this dude at interchange who scares the living hell out of me.
when he beri salam and start talking as if we've known each other since we're in our mother's womb. he started talking about taking something and feeling rich. (WTF) & henderik thought he was hitting on me (god forbid)
i got away & saw him again.
& hid behind a pillar till i see him disappear.
wahhh faggot. don't scare me like that. i was thinking of what my life would be like if he had raped me or something. i dont wanna bore his child sia! eeewww.
i mean the child would be mental.
& i'd have to kill it. like its not bad enough i don't like kids.
wahhh fuck fuck. guys scares me.
STAY AWAY FROM ME!
unless your name is ferhan, henderik, nas, shaun and those who i hang around with
okay. im very stress.
that's why this post very long.
did you actually read this in its entirety?
i made a move at 10:05 PM