it's five minutes to midnight... & im going insane with too much accounting.
i think, in my personal opinion, i have totally lost it for exams this time round. i misunderstood question, i gave wrong theory, i answer it wrongly. for example, company law. i KNEW the veil of corporation was staring at me right in the face, mocking me, but what did i answer? BREACH OF DIRECTORS DUTIES!!
fucking moronic, bitch. & im sitting here, doing past year papers. & i forgot what the fuck is supposed to be in profit & loss statement. my fucking god, i want to break down and cry already!!
who am i supposed to call at 12 am?! ferhan is in camp sleeping, baidura is sleeping. my mother is asking me to sleep cause there is exam tmr. & the rest are all busy with their studying. im having a fucking mental breakdown... ohgodohgod.
& i might as well mention that i didnt even cover any theory for tomorrow's paper. fuck you, la aidah. & accounts is the only hope you could ever get of attaining an A. musibat. i dont know what to do already!! (you see, i just swore in malay!! unglorious!)
& my bloody livejournal is fucking linked to a fucking sex website. what the bloody fuck is wrong with this internet. & when i was hyperventilating my life away, Nas, laughed his ass out when i told him about the sex website. & he asked me to changed my blogskin to something akin to porn. ohhh jesus!! (please don't ask how i know, i have ways.. .. ohh the aura of mystery..)
now that i have mentioned the word 'porn', my blog is soon going to be linked to a porn website... like wwwdotcumshotdotcom or whatever retarded website they have out there.
(& did you actually clicked THAT link?! please, dont. cause i just came up with that name like 2 seconds ago & i really don't wanna know if such website exist!)
AHHH!! i will die. i will die. cause i swear too much (don't tell ferhan) & God hates it. now God is not gonna bless me. & im dying with accounts. i want to die. i want to die. whats the purpose of living if you can't succeed?!
so much for the here & now. im going to go now, & beg for mercy.
i made a move at 11:55 PM
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Aidah Burne
I'm staying here until you make me move