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AidahBurne

Tuesday, February 24, 2009
my profit & loss.

it's five minutes to midnight...
& im going insane with too much accounting.

i think, in my personal opinion, i have totally lost it for exams this time round.
i misunderstood question, i gave wrong theory, i answer it wrongly. for example, company law.
i KNEW the veil of corporation was staring at me right in the face, mocking me, but what did i answer? BREACH OF DIRECTORS DUTIES!!

fucking moronic, bitch.
& im sitting here, doing past year papers.
& i forgot what the fuck is supposed to be in profit & loss statement.
my fucking god, i want to break down and cry already!!

who am i supposed to call at 12 am?! ferhan is in camp sleeping, baidura is sleeping.
my mother is asking me to sleep cause there is exam tmr. & the rest are all busy with their studying. im having a fucking mental breakdown... ohgodohgod.

& i might as well mention that i didnt even cover any theory for tomorrow's paper.
fuck you, la aidah. & accounts is the only hope you could ever get of attaining an A. musibat.
i dont know what to do already!! (you see, i just swore in malay!! unglorious!)

& my bloody livejournal is fucking linked to a fucking sex website.
what the bloody fuck is wrong with this internet. & when i was hyperventilating my life away, Nas, laughed his ass out when i told him about the sex website. & he asked me to changed my blogskin to something akin to porn. ohhh jesus!! (please don't ask how i know, i have ways.. .. ohh the aura of mystery..)

now that i have mentioned the word 'porn', my blog is soon going to be linked to a porn website... like wwwdotcumshotdotcom or whatever retarded website they have out there.

(& did you actually clicked THAT link?! please, dont. cause i just came up with that name like
2 seconds ago & i really don't wanna know if such website exist!)

AHHH!!
i will die. i will die.
cause i swear too much (don't tell ferhan) & God hates it. now God is not gonna bless me. & im dying with accounts. i want to die. i want to die. whats the purpose of living if you can't succeed?!

so much for the here & now.
im going to go now, & beg for mercy.

i made a move at 11:55 PM

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