im done reading the Ink-trilogy.
which was an awesome experience!!
being sucked in to the inkworld, with fairies & glassmen & the adderhead...
see now, im starting to sound like the characters...

i just started on Change of Heart while waiting for Ferhan to call. & i found this one quote which sort of rang true if you really mull it over. When you're different, sometimes you don't see the millions of people who accept you for what you are. All you notice is the one person who doesnt.

i had this horrible nightmare & woke up startled. & you know how, sometimes, in dreams, you woke up feeling exactly how your dream self feels. which is kind of disturbing. that was like 5.50 in the morning. & for all i know i could have been screaming & trashing & cursing & my sister probably video-ed my nightmare & then quietly go to school without waking me up.

in any case, i can't go back to sleep & i refuse to start my day at 6 in the morning. what nonsense. so i lay in bed, thinking of the possibilities of the dream actually happening & all the possible outcomes if it happens.

i have this another awesome idea for my parents anniversary. but, as all other ideas that i have, it always appear at the 11th hour. & i have no time complete it by this saturday! ugggh.

i think ferhan is too soft-hearted & generous. it's very alarming!! maybe cause he always see the good side of people while i, by nature can't trust people. 'being evil doesn't pay', he said. but its being cautious! don't know how to say no, you know. i bet he is the kind of person who will say yes & have truck loads of tasks that he himself cant complete at the end of the day.

there is this open house down at Supreme Court the next weekend.
& li ying has asked me to volunteer with her all. should i go? should i go?

i have no idea why im in law cause in general, lawyers scares me, judges intimidates me, acts kills me.

& speaking of acts, li ying just told me a brilliant piece of news... the civil law (amendment) bill

wants to lower contractual age from 21 to 18. (YAY, we're not minors anymore!!) can lease land for a period not exceeding 3 years, can form a company... best, no? i have no idea if its passed though. lets check it out...