get up, its time to die.

i was reading on human experimentation done by the Nazi during WWII which then lead me to read up on the experiment done by the Japanese on humans during the same period. how come when i was in history class, the book never mentioned about these Japanese experiments?
personally, i don't have solid opinion about these experiments. it's true that whatever they're doing in the name of science is ghastly, horrible, inhumane, terrifying but on the other hand, the information they obtained must have benefited our generation's medical science. (well, what i do know is that the reason 'in the name of science' is a bit too overrated. for the greater good? ha!)
it must have. their knowledge on biological warfare, chemical warfare and such, it must have gone somewhere. modern doctors now must have known how to treat frost bite because of these experiments.
i find Josef Mengele's experiment horrifying. i can't imagine being put on a huge oven just to see how long it takes for a human body to suffer varying degrees of burns, or getting your heart cut out without proper anaesthetic. its gruesome.
go read up on him.
its an interesting read.
anyway, 'izzul kicked me in the face just now. right at my eye. & i cannot take it when i'm being attacked like that, so without realising what i was doing, i slapped him across the face & smacked his head with the controller in my hand. syirah insists that 'izzul has my 3 of my finger marks on his cheek. HAHA, 3rd Sergeant.
i foresee major abuse if i ever have children.
disastrous. family law taught me that i have to maintain my children. tsktsk.
ferhan called me up despite me telling him not to.
& he asked why i'm so sad (ehh?). its nice being able to tell him whats wrong.
to tell him what's bothering me & hear him spluttering on the other end lost for words. HAHA.
we have this uncanny ability to answer a question with a whole series of questions.
but why do you want to do that? (this will be me)
why can't i? (this will be him)
why should you?
why wouldn't i do it?
why aren't you answering my question?
what is your question?
why can't you remember it?
im guessing now, that you don't want to have a conversation with either of us. ;)
& thanks baidura for listening.
& thanks too for letting me win at checkers after 6 years of losing. (i have a feeling you let me win & then say that you didnt. aww)
Happy Birthday, Minachi =)))
embrace your culture & your race, okay? YOU'RE AN INDIAN!!
& Happy Birthday Valin.
(allow me to roll my eyes here)
p.s; im a bloody toyol on facebook!! can't you give me like ms pontianak harum sundal malam or what. tsk.
i made a move at 11:30 PM