AidahBurne
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
life musical 0130 & im still pretty much awake. i have a horrible headache. one that will blow up to such magnitude that i'm pretty sure, i won't ever be able to sleep if i dont swallow two pills of panadol to keep it at bay. i've got to get some codeine into the system too. maybe it'll knock me out cold till the sun greets me the next morning. i've just finished watching HSM 3 for the second time. i have no idea why in hell i was watching that show. really. i even sang along. i've got to be kiddin myself. & at the same time, i was sms-ing ferhan who is at camp on a friday night. the big guy haven't got something nice to tell. & was pretty upset. & baidura was pretty upset a few days back. haven't you always wonder what is it that you're supposed to say to someone who is not feeling so sunny? i mean, sometimes, words only mean so much. & sometimes, they're not even the correct words at all. if you say, 'i know how you feel' (& infact, you really know how they feel), they won't buy it. well, i for one won't buy it. cause, everyone say they know how everyone feel. i wish i had something powerful to say to them, something that would make them at least feel a bit better. 'cause you know, it kinda sucks if you can't help them. & i refuse to say 'it'll be alright' when i don't even know whether it will be alright, or when i pretty damn sure know that it won't be alright. i dont think a lie will work now. omission or commission. (ohmygod, did i just say a lie won't work!?) i hope you guys will be okay! =)) in a few hours time, i'll be off to sembawang. come to think of it, i've never been to sembawang shopping centre since it has been newly renovated. maybe, i can get the family to swing by for a little a while before the visit. yeah, sounds alright. & im dry out of new books to read. & i haven't swear either!! woohooo i made a move at 1:33 AM
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