AidahBurne
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Friday, March 06, 2009
shine, sun, please it didn't rain today. it's such a wonderful day, i swear. why can't everyday be like today? sunny, bright, fresh. my reservation is STILL in transit... i'm bored out of my wits at home without a good book to read. i know i have like more than a dozen books lying around my bookshelves but i want something new to read. im such a spoilt bookworm. i must be that desperate to lost myself in the world of words & alphabets that i've gone back to reading fanfiction which i have neglected ever since i entered poly. & it seems like i'm not watching Watchmen this weekend. this sucks. i want to ask syirah & then i remembered that it's M18. ive got a haircut today. cause i was bored. HAHA. & my mother is irritated with me cause i keep going back to the salon for a haircut. & she's pissed off cause i told her i need new glasses. tk perlu, you know. & i'm irritated. still, i think i'm doing a damn good job of keeping my emotions in check. cause, i've rationalised stuffs & ... ... ... well, i havent fly off the handle. but, irritated, i am. so much for looking forward to it. zilch. there is this one thing that has been bugging me the past few days. i'm not quite sure what to make of it. so, i've kept clear of the person. & hopefully, the light will shine & i'll understand what's going on. i want to sleep well at night. cause i find my nightmare wayy too detailed & too close to resembling my daytime fears. like it's not enough that i'm paranoid & scared of certain stuffs happening, it has to appear in my dreams with a magnitude so huge i woke up questioning my sanity. i think, i overreact well too, judging from what i just say. HAHAH. maybe, i really am insane. maybe, i just haven't realised it. maybe, a psychiatrist will be able to point it out to me. maybe, i'll even get my own sweet prescription of psycho pills. & THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME I AM CONVINCED IM INSANE! (i mean, i can hold a conversation with myself!! what do you make that out to be? insane, right?) maybe i'm like Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde. see, i even read that book. & when i ask the librarian for that book years ago, she looked at me funny & asked if im doing research. & when i said, no & merely for pleasure, she laughed in my face. stupid librarian. i deduce that normal teenagers don't read such dark tales for fun. im as insane as Dr Jekyll. period. can you get me the drug please? i made a move at 11:24 PM
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