& today we send off Amirah & her family to Australia.
the next time i see her, she'll be like maybe 15. haha.

& my mother now wanna migrate to australia.
for fuck, i dont know. -.-

ive got my popeyes biscuits.
i can't afford anything other than that cause i can't swallow anything without feeling like i've been to hell & back. (veryy drama, i know!!)

i havent seen ferhan for a week.
& i dont think i'll be seeing him next week, either.
& i think he's passing out soon. when, i know not. & i like the idea of not seeing him for a long time cause i would really like to see if he lost weight. cause, people said he does & i can't see it. (OH THE EYES!)

& i ask ferhan once, how come girls when their boyfriend pass out they very kecoh...
put the dates at their blog under 'important dates' then very ra-ra about it. maybe its just me. i have always been the odd one out. always. like people ask for number nicely, but i got my number stolen right from under my nose. where got like this one?! (im unique like that)

& anyway, he asked if i got do that. 'what fuck? you think i got nothing to do? i dont even know when you pass out eh, beb' i think when my brother in the future go NS & they're passing out THEN i will be kecoh. HAHA. im not that bad la, i know its in early April.

& i'm sorry, if you're one of those girls.
i dont mean anything. im just wondering, know.
i mean, it's not the end of NS what. end then can celebrate, i think

im very angsty nowadays.
so long goodbye.