AidahBurne
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Monday, June 08, 2009
all for love!
or, like the picture, sit at the stairs talking nonsense. this is the life. contrary to popular belief, i haven't plan my future. i suffer from severe depression at the thought that NUS & SMU are not very aidah-friendly. i get the jitters when i hear people talking about SAT exams. i might just go take the free online SAT practice test but say, i fail it, i might even fall into an ever deeper pit of depression. I'm not very sure where i fit in God's grand scheme of events. won't you please tell me, dear God? i think i'll just go get married. be a wonderful housewife, sit at home dutifully and whipped up wonderful meals for my husband. don't need to worry about my future. Hey Fashanu, you want to marry me? I'll make cereals for breakfast, fried eggs for lunch, toast bread for dinner. everyday. i don't know the difference between an omelette and scramble eggs. i really should just plunge head first into the valley of the dumb. what more, i'm not even sure what is up with MLOCT. i have been desperately trying to draft my employment letter for one Joey Too for the past 2 hours & i came up with "Congratulations! You've been offered the job!". if i had it MY way, i might even insert a smiley face or two. to make myself feel better, not to make Joey Too feel all sweet and smiling inside. i even find such unspeakable sense of relish in updating my blog everyday. this is such a stark contrast to Ferhan's 'i have other things to do then update my blog.' you see now, such callous remarks thrown in my face. you know what, my father thought me and ferhan added meat in our cheesecake when he bit into undissolve gelatine and got all panicky cause he thought gelatine is not halal. & i find such joy telling him gelatine is made from pig's fat. HAHAH. he knows im joking. ;) & you know what! i've been listening to sappy old love songs. & its making me all melodramatic. & missing people. this is unbecoming of me. i'll be the wall that protects you. from the wind and the rain. from the hurt & the pain let the one you hold be the one you want, the one you need YOU SEE!!! end of the world. i made a move at 11:24 PM
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Aidah Burne I'm staying here until you make me move |
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