as we come undone in Augustine

i'll leave when the wind blows

i had three different kinds of cheesecakes over three different days this week.
i've got cottage cheesecake, oreo cheesecake & new york cheesecake.

we sat at Bakerzin & ordered 7 plates of cheesecakes(no, there weren't 7 of us). you should have seen the look on the waitress face. i like the classic idiotic look. & when the bill came it was more than what we paid for lunch at BBQ Chicken. Haha.

CPA & Civ Pro results are in.
in general, i did okay.

i also got some counseling by my CPA tutor.
i don't know why but she expects to see me in lecture every Friday.
as such, i will drag my lazy feet to lecture tomorrow at NINE. & to start my tutorial.
very very leceh.

i'm going to get my Crim Pro individual project tomorrow.
this is scaring me. because of company law. because of company law.
i'd rather not history repeats itself. thanks, save me the pain.

i feel a jolt, like a bullet just pierce through my heart every damn time i open my facebook homepage and see the notification at the side bar. (actually, if jolt double confirm triple guarantee cannot be bullet piercing already what. okay la, taser gun. you don't make sense you know or not, aidah?!)

i feel sad la you know.
you don't know nevermind. i dont expect you to know.

talking about bullets, syirah made me watch the video of Neda, the girl shot dead during the protest. (so much for my ignorance is bliss la. you know, i refuse to read or watch the news for the past one month because i wanted to be trouble free. but now, i even know the birth month of ahmadinejad; he share MY birth month.)

it's very sad, you know.
im beyond depressed. i got break up to handle then watch an innocent girl dying on the street just added to the sadness. very sad, indeed. i hope, you know, God bless your soul & maybe place you in Heaven. i want to go Heaven, too.

the blood pouring out of her mouth and nose and her eyes rolling back as she nazak on the street. ohmygod. it's heart wrenching. & her dad was there, its not fair. parents should never ever witness their children's death. what is the magnitude of my problems compared to theirs?

my forefathers fought for freedom. (i just watch the video for apel class)
& then now, people all macam macam they want from the government.
say LKY rule with iron grip all. aiyah, we just live peacefully cannot is it? too much to ask for?

you want opposition all also for what?
for what! not say the opposition also confirm can give you this kind of lifestyle now.
make singapore prosper or what. (ehh, where's my cabinet of ministers? li ying? excuse me minster for home affairs... calling 1 2 3)

sorry, im not coherent.
gotta get that right.
bye.

is it fair to say you played me for a fool?

is it fair to say you've used me, that's the truth?

you've been lying all the time & now i'm mad.

-pyscho bitch

i made a move at 8:41 PM