Happy Birthday, Syimir! =))

he look so embarrassed when syirah & i attacked him at midnight in his bedroom to wish him.

he's going to have his surgery in two days time =))

i can't wait. i'm going to visit him & take his picture.

his first experience in a hospital.

my uncle and cousins came over & we played badminton.

match after match. awesome cause there wasn't any wind blowing.

& my mother played one game.

i find it very funny. haha

sometimes, she just stand at her spot waiting for the shuttlecock to come to her.

i think she's too heavy to run. HAHAHAHA.

i finally wrote in my new journal.

i've been procrastinating cause i dont look forward to writing down about my falling out.

but, i finally did. & i cleared out his stuffs & they're now in a plastic bag sitting on top of my cupboard.

there's still some stuffs that i can't just put away.

like my corkboard cause my parents will ask too many questions & i dont feel like casting some bad light in his directions yet or ever for that matter. & my Zachary Glazer Burne. i can't put him away cause i will be iPodless. i gave Ferhan my other iPod, you see.

i have running nose.

im very tired. i have been running after my nose for one whole day.

it's like a dam. you know? you know my pain? its okay.

(actually, it should have been she lost her soul to a man so heartless...)

-Heartless