i cannot wait for Harry Potter. =)))

Ferhan told me he got a present for me.

i don't want to meet him cause he have mood swings (like girl!) & he promised he wont have mood swings today & when i met him he showed me an adidas paper bag.

when i saw the adidas paper bag in his hands i very excited! say Adidas what!

i glance at the canvas peeking out the top of the back & went, "i think i know what that is sia!" he gave me a civil defence field pack -.- the square bagpack cd guys get when they enlist, you know.

just cause i made a back handed comment that its nice.

so he gave it to me. next time, i must make back handed comment about a cute guy, maybe he will get me the guy also. or comment about how beautiful a sneaker is.

actually Ferhan, today you got mood swings too.

you suddenly just burst out laughing. you laugh & laugh & laugh & i have to laugh along cause i think we should all enjoy laughing. at the end of the day, i dont think he knows why he is laughing. crazy.

OKAY NOW I GOT SCARY STORY! you all better be scared. if you're not, pretend to be.

i was walking home when i heard a loud "CRACKKK!". I turned around & stared at this gooey mess on the ground

"AIDAH! YOU JUST KILLED A SNAIL!", exclaimed Ferhan.

i think i have lost it, i got so affected by the fact i murdered a snail, i burst out in tears. i just broke down & cried. i mean, the snail was just there! it was just there, leading its merry existance when this huge fat giant of a homosapien stepped on it & it just died.

& i think Ferhan was taken aback by my crying so he laughed.

HE LAUGHED IN THE FACE OF MY DESPAIR & said, "its okay. you just killed a snail. its okay. its just like killing an ant. its just a snail."

i didnt want to look at it again cause i was ermmm, traumatised but i did & bad decision, i cried harder. very very bad. i can see the shattered pieces of its brown shell lying amongst its gooey mess of what was once known as a body.

on my way to school tmr, i shall stand on the spot where i committed this grave sin punishable in Hell, offer my condolences to any of its unknown family who could be living nearby & also, offer one minute of silence. Snaily, i deeply regret my negligence which caused your death. stay away from my dreams.

then got another horror story.

this one for another day. at another time.