i think this is a retarded photo.

in anycase, HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)))

please stop laughing at me. i feel like a clown most of the time.

i had a very frustrating morning with Ryan.

i thought he went insane when one of his most major important function (which happens to affect the way i function) malfunction. (i like how i got so many functions in one sentence)

everytime i tried to send an sms, it says sending fail.

really, you know. i feel severely handicapped for that one hour period.

then, i got a message from 'today i am 19 & the first thing i do as a 19 year old is to read Aidah's LJ' that she cannot send messages either.

which lead me to conclude that it can't be Ryan's fault.

it just can't be. must be this Singtel again. throwing tantrum again.

so i changed my network to GSM only & shut off 3G cause 3G is unreliable most of the time. miraculously, it works. i think im smart. hahahah. okay enough.

had lunch with sham where we talk about how much drama there is actually in our life.

we're barely 20 & we have so much drama going on with regards to our love life. very sad.

i dont even want to think how we'll be like when we're 35.

goodday.

enjoy your day.

& this is the reason why i sometimes find it so hard to believe you & too afraid to put my trust in you again;

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