AidahBurne
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
why can't we make the darkness feels like home? We're high above the ground, we're nowhere to be found -RJA Yesterday was something. at that place, high above the ground, where no one knows who i am, then & only then, i allow my guard down & feel what i've been wanting to feel all these while. what i miss the most. to say i feel very content will be an understatement of the year. by the way, i'm updating this using IE where everything seems to be fine except that i cannot upload pictures. at all. they keep saying theres an error. i strongly believe that blogger is losing it & soon, it will just shut down. this whole platform. i must meditate like my picture to get rid of this frustration. i'll find a nice time to change later. like August 31 maybe. where things did change for me. maybe i'll go like wordpress or tumblr. or wherever it is. i watched The Gods Must Be Crazy just now. & i think it's kinda stupid. funny but stupid. around 5, i went Expo with my brothers, mama & nenek. back there at Expo, there's this beautiful dais which was grand. like really really nice. i bet it'll cost like two months worth of your salary or something. wedding sucks. it's actually a food fest of sorts. & when you go to a food fest, you must make sure you taste every single food/drink they put out for testing purposes. which is exactly what i did. life is cheap like that, in a way. on the way back, i also managed to grab a pair of pants for attachment later in a few months time. i like it. =)) my grandmother entered my room a few minutes ago & we were talking about what to cook for tomorrow & somehow, she said, she's going to die soon. & i am very very sensitive whenever she talks about death so i broke down. i mean, you can say that you're going to die soon but i probably wouldn't have the same reaction as i would have when my grandmother say it. who is going to give me strength when im not strong? who will watch over me when you're gone? who will ease my pain? so, you cannot go. (& itunes is playing songs about losing someone & death like Alter Bridge's Watch Over You & Iced Earth's Watching Over Me) i made a move at 10:33 PM
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